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I have a few questions:
1)If a guy cries over a girl,does that means he really love her???
2)when a girl get jealous,does that means she love him or have a feeling for him???
3)when a guy look at a girl,does that means he love her???
4)If a girl is heart-broken because of a guy and it is a very small thing,does that means she has fall in love with him???
5)If a guy is very close with someone,does that means the guy love her???
6)If a girl look at the guy,and the guy look back,does that means the guy love her???
HOTshot; 6:22 PM
Is love really that blind???
It take a minute to crush on someone,an hour to like someone, a day to love someone but it take a lifetime to forget someone..
Is love blind???
even impossible to love the person also can fall in love with him/her..
HOTshot; 3:52 PM
don..
Don cry for love,don cry for friendship...it is not worth...even if u cry,don cry in front of them...or else they will know that they hurt u...and u are weak...if u don wan them to know that u are weak,then don cry...just bear with it..after a while,u tell teacher that u wan to go toilet,then when u go to the toilet,close the door,then u can fall apart..if i did nothing wrong for friendship and it is ur friend who did wrong and if he/she say don friend u,don cry cos it is them who did wrongly,it is them who will lose u...as a "good friends"...understand???
HOTshot; 2:28 PM
hate me??
hate me?since u say u hate me,fine...u don regret..i will not tell u even if u write wrongly or what,i won't help u or tell u since u always ask other people...and don wan to ask me right?it is fine with me...i am so regret for telling what pg to do for h/w...hate u forever..i won 't mind if u hate me...cos i won't feel anything...I'm tired for loving u..before yesterday,i actually can forget abut u...i feel so happy with the days without thinking about u...or care about u cos i got something better to do...i can play and play,laugh and laugh...it is so fun..but now,i don think that it is fun...
HOTshot; 2:07 PM
i hate it
I hate it so much...hate myself for pretending to be okay and keep a smile on my face but inside it is so hurt...i'm dying..i wanna to be myself but i can't....cos i know if i bbecome myself,i will get hurt...so deeply...and ended up i'm weak...i don want...sometimes,i don know why...i became myself back...especially with my friends(sometimes only)..sometimes even with my friends,i will also get hurt...i wanna to be cruel to my friends(only sometimes) but i don know why i can't...i don know why i can't be cruel...hate it so much..i wan to be cruel to them because i don wan to get hurt anymore...i really can't take it anymore...i really really so tired...
HOTshot; 9:04 PM
What do rose colours mean?
Red Rose
This one is the most obvious. It means "I love you." It represents romance and love.
Deep Pink
This simply means "thank you". If someone you know does something nice for you, a deep pink rose is a good way of saying "thank you".
Regular Pink
A pink rose represents happiness. It's great to give a pink rose to a partner to say, "I'm very happy with our relationship."
Light Pink
A light pink rose means "sympathy". When someone has had a loss then light pink roses is a very nice way of expressing your condolences.
White Rose
A white rose symbolizes innocence and purity. When combined with red roses (see further down), it represents "unity".
Yellow Rose
A yellow rose symbolizes friendship and caring. It's the perfect innocent gift to give to a friend or give to a loved one when you simply want to say "I care". When given to a friend it also means "I'm happy with our friendship."
Lavender Rose
A lavender rose is a symbol of "falling in love". When you give it to a person you are saying "I have fallen in love with you and am enchanted by you."
Orange Rose
An orange rose is a symbol of desire. "I desire you" or "I desire to get to know you better" is the message that orange roses send.
Black Rose
Never ever give a woman a black rose, because Hollywood has, unfortunately, made out the meaning to be "death". These aren't easy to find and some maintain that they don't actually "exist".
Blue Rose
A blue rose is very hard to reproduce or find, although some floral companies are trying to do it naturally. Others just dye them. To some a blue rose symbolizes "mystery" and to others "attaining the impossible". A blue rose given can symbolize the rarity of your partner. You have attained the impossible.
HOTshot; 8:39 PM
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
hate it sooo much!!!
i won't forgive him...for hurting me soo much...i really hate him sey....wanna to kill him....don wish to talk to him le...why i everytime fall in love with those who will never love me???why??hate it so much...
HOTshot; 6:07 PM
today
today,got math and sci exam after sch..2.45 need to wait at the AVA room..after that,teacher come...then Vicky and me go in..after a while,eveyone come in...then teacher tell me to count how many people in my class...i count and i see him counting also...then i tell teacher is 18...Amirul didn come...then i count properly...then when i wan to count again,he tell me is 18 show me the hand sign...then i show him back...then i say ya..i miss that so much...like last year i ask hui min go and ask him what flavor he take the lollipops...he take two...then she go and ask...after he tell her,he saw me and tell me far away without any sound...i only know he take watermelon..and another don know..then she came back and i ask her what he take...then she say he take watermelon and orange....see i so smart know what he is talking about without him making any sound....hahahaha...
HOTshot; 8:31 PM
hate it
hate u...hate u...hate it...hate being rejected...why?last year u will take it from me...why this year u rather take other people one than my one????why?yesterday i being rejected by a lot of things...hate i soo much...only eng lesson than is better...cos i didn being rejected by anyone during eng lesson...i know one thing already...that is don treat anyone good or else u will be hurt..don treat ur friends good and even the people u like also don treat he or she good..or else they will think that they deserves it...soo remember don treat anyone good cos u will get hurt by them..cos they wont treat u good and if they are in a bad mood,u talk to them nicely,they will scold u...without knowing anything...and they will treat u like a maid...ask u to carry their books and soo on...from now onwards,i don wan to treat anyone good anymore cos i am really tired of it...i hate it...
HOTshot; 7:53 PM
tired of the word called"love"
I am sooo tired of the word called "love"...Some people think that the word called "love" is the world most wonderful thing...but to some people like me think that the word called "love" is the world most hurtful thing...Some people think that it is wonderful because the person that they like,like them too...and if they know that they like each other,they can be together...Some people think that it is hurtful because the person they like don like them and when the person know that they like the person,one day,the person will confess to u that they don like u...and hate u..if it is a girl who being rejected,will be hurt...some will take a few days to recover...some even more worst...after a few months also haven recover....for boys,they maybe will try to hide themselves away them the girls that they like..some maybe take one day or two days to recover....this means that boys recover faster than the boys..and it also means that girls are easy to get hurt than boys...
HOTshot; 7:37 PM
Thursday, February 25, 2010
think carefully
Do u think i still love u??the answer is noooooooo,i hate u..i don like u anymore...i hate u because u hurt me sooo much...u make me feel sooo hurt until i don love u anymore..talking something that will make me feel hurt right??then i will make u feel sooo hurt felt worst i wont forgive u..i wont feel hurt anymore...i don need and don wan any feeling cos it will make people feel soo hurt...but sometimes will feel happy...i wanna to forget all the things happened between us but i don know why i can't???i hate it...teachers always call his name and that makes me can't forget about him..i hate it..i hate myself for being soooo stupid falling in love with someone who doesn't love me..why every time always like that??i hate it and feel soo tired..about it..i don know why i fall in love with him..i now then know that it is soo tired when u love them sooo much and yet they don like me...and they keep hurting u...it really feel sooo hurt soo hurt that u cry...u know that???
HOTshot; 6:40 PM
Friday, February 19, 2010
hate today..
hate it for hearing that few words..i feel like want to cry...during eng and ft...i really can't take it anymore...luckily,i can control myself...or else i die...i don wan him to know that i am that weak,u know that??Because of hurt then cry...i don wan him to remember as the girl who always knows how to cry...Do u understand???
HOTshot; 3:55 PM
Thursday, February 18, 2010
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hate him sooo much...his reaction like what...why must it be like that??now then i only know that he hate sitting beside me...why???i really hate him...I hate to love him..but i cannot stop loving him...i wan to hate him...but when he talk to me,i don know why i cannot do it...cannot talk to him..really hate him sooo much...Sometimes,i wish that things can be easily forget..forget about what happened last year..and what happened this year..If i can forget everything,i wont feel that hurt...
HOTshot; 5:55 PM
Sunday, February 14, 2010
yeaterday
Yesterday,after having REUNION DINNER,play with biao di and my sister...Suddenly,thinking of him again...stupid right??i don know why like that...maybe i hope him to sit beside me lol...yesterday very funny...my sister don dare to sit beside biao di..i dare..when i saw her don dare to sit beside him,i ask her why u don dare to sit behind him got poison ah??then she said ya la...i said don have leh..hahas..i don know how many times i sit beside him le...when i sitting beside him,i feels very weird.Actually,i at first don dare to sit with him..hahas..scared that other people will anyhow think....eng period also...got two boys sitting beside me sey...so weird..that why i hate sitting beside boys..even if i can sit beside him,i will also feel weird..nothing to say also...but i hope to hear him talk to me...i everyday wait and wait...it is not fair..know why cos he talk to other girls more than me..he talk to me only a few words or sentences..soo jealously..not comfortable sitting with boys...hate it sooo much...
HOTshot; 11:36 AM
important
when a person cries,the first drop of tears comes from the right eyes,it's happiness.But when the first roll is from the left,it's pain...
HOTshot; 10:50 AM
important!!
Falling him for once:temptation
Falling for him twice:Destiny
Getting ur heart broken:A mistake
Letting it to happen again:unstoppable
"What each kiss means"
-Kiss on the forehead:We're cute together.
-Kiss on the cheek:We're friends.
-Kiss on the hand:I adore you.
-Kiss on the neck:I want u,now.
-Kiss on the shoulder:your are perfect.
-kiss on the lips:I love u.
"What each gesture means"
-Holding hands:We definitely like each other.
-Holding u tight pressed against each other:I want u.
-looking at each other's Eyes:I like u,for who u are.
-playing with hair:Let's fool around.
-Arms around wrist:I like u too much to let u go.
-laughing while kissing:I am completely comfortable with u.
HOTshot; 10:28 AM
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Very very pretending
Saying u are okay,but u are not..
U understand,but u don..
Acting like u are busy,but in reality u are lonely...
Convincing people that u just wan to be friends but what really is more than friends..
When u know that he/she has somebody new,u act like it doesn't hurt when inside it really hurt so badly...
When u say its over,but u know u still love him/her...
When u say u don care about him,but u know u still care about him...
i really don understand how some guys can get over their ex-gf so quickly,while girls take like what seems forever to get over boys...
HOTshot; 5:00 PM
The prefect boyfriend
He won't feel shy,at sch,he will help me to carry my books even if he already have to carry his own..He will spend my birthday with me,he will remember our anniversaries before i do,when i am sad,he will ask me why and try to solve it if he can't,he will try to make me smile...Something he will jealously,he will angry..i explain and ask him why he is angry,he will say because i cared about u...when he make me angry,he will go to the sch stage and say i am sorry,Sa Rang Hae Yo or 520,he don care about what other people are thinking...even if the whole sch are watching him,he won't feel shy...when i feel cold,he will hug me...when i cry,he will wipe my tears away and tell me don cry...when someone bully me,he will scold him...
HOTshot; 4:42 PM
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U should trust me!!!I know how exactly it feels to cry in the shower so that no one could hear u..i know what is it like to wait for everyone to be asleep so u can fall apart,for everything to hurt so bad u just want it all to ends..cos i try it sooo many times...until i feel soo tired about it..i really hate doing it but i cant..i don know why like that..
HOTshot; 4:36 PM
!!!
I want to be remember as the girl who always smiles even her heart is broken,the one that can brighten up your day even she couldn brighten her own.I don want to be remembered as the girl who always cry...
It is not love that hurt.It is the infatuation with what we so blindly accept as love that hurts.True love should never have to hurt.
HOTshot; 4:27 PM
...
Choose to
love ;; rather than
hate.
Choose to
laugh ;; rather than
cry.
Choose to
create ;; rather than
destroy.
Choose to
praise ;; rather than
gossip.
Choose to
heal ;; rather than
wound.
Choose to
give ;; rather than
steal.
Choose to
grow ;; rather than
rot.
Choose to
live ;; rather than
die.
HOTshot; 4:18 PM
Friday, February 12, 2010
=(
sooo sad...today,many people didn go to sch...including him..sooo boring..
HOTshot; 4:39 PM
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
=)
Today,he finally talk to me..hahas..sooo good..u wan to know what??during chem lesson,got test,teacher is collecting the paper...then the person sitting behind me ask me how to do...then i told her...then he saw it..teacher saw her still writing and ask her to stop...then teacher took her paper...then he said why u didn tell me the ans...then i say u didn ask me...after the test then u ask me for what...then i smile...then i say hahas...stupid teacher before the test he let us revise for 10 min..he go youtube play "love song"...i can't concentrate on revising my chem...
HOTshot; 6:19 PM
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
=(...
why teacher must call his name???why everyday i always hear teacher calling his name???why??yesterday,something bad happened to me,i look at him..u know what he is doing???he just look at me and do nothing...he just keep looking and looking..at that time,my heart had already broken into pieces...i told myself,i don need him,i don need anyone..i feel sooo jealously when i saw him siting with a girl,smiling and talking...i hate it..i have already told myself not to love him again...i tried not to see him but teacher always call his name...i hate it..i don wan to talk to him and see him again..i hate him 4ever...
HOTshot; 9:25 PM
Saturday, February 6, 2010
o.o
Ohh shit....how???i got soooo many questions to ask HIM leh...but don know how to say to HIM....i miss HIM...i long time didn even saw HIM...didn talk,play with HIM...i miss that...i only call HIM on HIS birthday..but i really can't wait,it is sooo long...i miss HIM...HE is sooo nice,sooo good ,sooo fun...UNLIKE that another him sooo bad...only know know to hurt people....hate him 4ever...
HOTshot; 3:28 PM
hate him 4ever!!
Someone told him that i love him...After a few days,he knew about it...and u know what he told me???He said i don like u i hate u...u know how i feel??i feel nothing..but slowly,i feel sooo hurt when i go home...at night i cry u know?sooo hurt...i really cant take it anymore...it is really hurt..
Then from that day onward,my heart feel sooo hurt whenever i saw him...u know that???i don wan to speak to him anymore..i really don wan to see him anymore...why must he say out???why??why must he hurt me??hurt my feelings???can anyone tell me???why he last year treat me sooo good??why this year sooo bad??since this year sch reopens,he had not talk to me...
HOTshot; 9:43 PM