i won't forgive him...for hurting me soo much...i really hate him sey....wanna to kill him....don wish to talk to him le...why i everytime fall in love with those who will never love me???why??hate it so much...

today,got math and sci exam after sch..2.45 need to wait at the AVA room..after that,teacher come...then Vicky and me go in..after a while,eveyone come in...then teacher tell me to count how many people in my class...i count and i see him counting also...then i tell teacher is 18...Amirul didn come...then i count properly...then when i wan to count again,he tell me is 18 show me the hand sign...then i show him back...then i say ya..i miss that so much...like last year i ask hui min go and ask him what flavor he take the lollipops...he take two...then she go and ask...after he tell her,he saw me and tell me far away without any sound...i only know he take watermelon..and another don know..then she came back and i ask her what he take...then she say he take watermelon and orange....see i so smart know what he is talking about without him making any sound....hahahaha...

hate u...hate u...hate it...hate being rejected...why?last year u will take it from me...why this year u rather take other people one than my one????why?yesterday i being rejected by a lot of things...hate i soo much...only eng lesson than is better...cos i didn being rejected by anyone during eng lesson...i know one thing already...that is don treat anyone good or else u will be hurt..don treat ur friends good and even the people u like also don treat he or she good..or else they will think that they deserves it...soo remember don treat anyone good cos u will get hurt by them..cos they wont treat u good and if they are in a bad mood,u talk to them nicely,they will scold u...without knowing anything...and they will treat u like a maid...ask u to carry their books and soo on...from now onwards,i don wan to treat anyone good anymore cos i am really tired of it...i hate it...

I am sooo tired of the word called "love"...Some people think that the word called "love" is the world most wonderful thing...but to some people like me think that the word called "love" is the world most hurtful thing...Some people think that it is wonderful because the person that they like,like them too...and if they know that they like each other,they can be together...Some people think that it is hurtful because the person they like don like them and when the person know that they like the person,one day,the person will confess to u that they don like u...and hate u..if it is a girl who being rejected,will be hurt...some will take a few days to recover...some even more worst...after a few months also haven recover....for boys,they maybe will try to hide themselves away them the girls that they like..some maybe take one day or two days to recover....this means that boys recover faster than the boys..and it also means that girls are easy to get hurt than boys...