Do u think i still love u??the answer is noooooooo,i hate u..i don like u anymore...i hate u because u hurt me sooo much...u make me feel sooo hurt until i don love u anymore..talking something that will make me feel hurt right??then i will make u feel sooo hurt felt worst i wont forgive u..i wont feel hurt anymore...i don need and don wan any feeling cos it will make people feel soo hurt...but sometimes will feel happy...i wanna to forget all the things happened between us but i don know why i can't???i hate it...teachers always call his name and that makes me can't forget about him..i hate it..i hate myself for being soooo stupid falling in love with someone who doesn't love me..why every time always like that??i hate it and feel soo tired..about it..i don know why i fall in love with him..i now then know that it is soo tired when u love them sooo much and yet they don like me...and they keep hurting u...it really feel sooo hurt soo hurt that u cry...u know that???

hate it for hearing that few words..i feel like want to cry...during eng and ft...i really can't take it anymore...luckily,i can control myself...or else i die...i don wan him to know that i am that weak,u know that??Because of hurt then cry...i don wan him to remember as the girl who always knows how to cry...Do u understand???

hate him sooo much...his reaction like what...why must it be like that??now then i only know that he hate sitting beside me...why???i really hate him...I hate to love him..but i cannot stop loving him...i wan to hate him...but when he talk to me,i don know why i cannot do it...cannot talk to him..really hate him sooo much...Sometimes,i wish that things can be easily forget..forget about what happened last year..and what happened this year..If i can forget everything,i wont feel that hurt...

U should trust me!!!I know how exactly it feels to cry in the shower so that no one could hear u..i know what is it like to wait for everyone to be asleep so u can fall apart,for everything to hurt so bad u just want it all to ends..cos i try it sooo many times...until i feel soo tired about it..i really hate doing it but i cant..i don know why like that..

Choose to love ;; rather than hate.
Choose to laugh ;; rather than cry.
Choose to create ;; rather than destroy.
Choose to praise ;; rather than gossip.
Choose to heal ;; rather than wound.
Choose to give ;; rather than steal.
Choose to grow ;; rather than rot.
Choose to live ;; rather than die.

sooo sad...today,many people didn go to sch...including him..sooo boring..

Today,he finally talk to me..hahas..sooo good..u wan to know what??during chem lesson,got test,teacher is collecting the paper...then the person sitting behind me ask me how to do...then i told her...then he saw it..teacher saw her still writing and ask her to stop...then teacher took her paper...then he said why u didn tell me the ans...then i say u didn ask me...after the test then u ask me for what...then i smile...then i say hahas...stupid teacher before the test he let us revise for 10 min..he go youtube play "love song"...i can't concentrate on revising my chem...

why teacher must call his name???why everyday i always hear teacher calling his name???why??yesterday,something bad happened to me,i look at him..u know what he is doing???he just look at me and do nothing...he just keep looking and looking..at that time,my heart had already broken into pieces...i told myself,i don need him,i don need anyone..i feel sooo jealously when i saw him siting with a girl,smiling and talking...i hate it..i have already told myself not to love him again...i tried not to see him but teacher always call his name...i hate it..i don wan to talk to him and see him again..i hate him 4ever...

Ohh shit....how???i got soooo many questions to ask HIM leh...but don know how to say to HIM....i miss HIM...i long time didn even saw HIM...didn talk,play with HIM...i miss that...i only call HIM on HIS birthday..but i really can't wait,it is sooo long...i miss HIM...HE is sooo nice,sooo good ,sooo fun...UNLIKE that another him sooo bad...only know know to hurt people....hate him 4ever...

Someone told him that i love him...After a few days,he knew about it...and u know what he told me???He said i don like u i hate u...u know how i feel??i feel nothing..but slowly,i feel sooo hurt when i go home...at night i cry u know?sooo hurt...i really cant take it anymore...it is really hurt..

Then from that day onward,my heart feel sooo hurt whenever i saw him...u know that???i don wan to speak to him anymore..i really don wan to see him anymore...why must he say out???why??why must he hurt me??hurt my feelings???can anyone tell me???why he last year treat me sooo good??why this year sooo bad??since this year sch reopens,he had not talk to me...